I'm going to say right up front that I didn't go about All
Poetry Autumn in a particularly methodical way. A responsible blogger-poet
would have kept track of the poetry she read, the poetry she wrote, all the
ways in which she honored her totally-invented-for-no-apparent-reason process.
I didn't do any of that, although I can tell you that APA 2013 was a staggering
success from my perspective.
For one thing, it kept me focused on poetry, an
often-difficult task during the Fall semester. I love me some fiction,
especially some Scandinavian crime fiction (which is, by the way, not at all
limited to that girl and her tattoo, a book I couldn't make it through), and I
have a couple of Jo Nesbo-with-a-slash-through-the-o books that have been
sitting in my iPad since the end of the summer. When I'm teaching, I regularly
want some non-academic reading, books I can enjoy without thinking about them
too much, the literary equivalent of a popcorn movie (although my standards for
such are, I've come to learn, higher than average). Or Runner's World, back issues of which are also stacked up on my
iPad. I knew going into the end of September that trying to focus on poetry
during these past three months was going to be tough—it's basically the toughest
time of my year to do something like that. But I'm a girl who's been known to
enjoy proving herself, so there you go.
I had some rules, but not many: because I get paid to read
student essays and other preparatory stuff for my teaching, I couldn't just not read prose. So APA had to apply to
my non-academic reading. I also decided that reading prose geared toward my
poetry was also permissible, as long as it was no stretch at all to explain it.
I'm working on an essay about place in poetry—an aspect of my own work that's
pretty obvious to anyone who's read more than a couple of my poems—so I had no
trouble justifying my reading of Bachelard's The Poetics of Space, for example, or Abram's The Spell of the Sensuous (which is also about place, even though
it sounds like a Harlequin romance novel about a rebellious witch and the
ruggedly handsome warlock tasked with taming her). Diane Lockward's excellent
craft book The Crafty Poet hasn't
left my bedside table since it arrived, even though it contains essays as well
as poems. The other thing that doesn't leave my nightstand? A notebook and a
pen, because all three of these books prompted poems of my own, exactly the
kind of result APA was intended to achieve.
In general, though, I read poetry. Lots and lots of poetry.
I'm in the middle of Donald Revell's Pennyweight Windows: New and Selected Poems, which is currently taking pride of place beside my bed. Right
here on the breakfast tray I use as a lap desk, there are three books: a
collection of Paul Celan poems (70 Poems,
translated by Michael Hamburger), Mary Ruefle's Trances of the Blast, and an anthology of poems by runners which I
happen to have work in: Bearers of Distance. I've also read Robert Hass' The Apple Trees at Olema, a book by fellow Cider
Press Review editor Catherine Carter (The Swamp Monster at Home), Thom Gunn's Boss Cupid, which I must have read a dozen times now, the National Book Awards
finalists The Big Smoke (Adrian
Matejka) and Black Aperture (Matt
Rasmussen), and tons of others. Some of them left me a little cold, some of
them (like Black Aperture) left me
gobsmacked. Some of them were recent and some of them had been kicking around
on my shelves for years. Some of them were me returning to books I'd been
meaning to get around to re-reading (like Catherine's book, or Gunn's). All of
them were worth my time.
I also wrote poetry—it's too soon yet to say if any of it is
worth reading, but it's been written. Or begun, at least. And I'm happy with
some of the drafts. I revised older poems, some of which I hadn't previously
really known how to handle. What's more, I filled up my tank with ways to think
about my own work and the work of others. I found some new-to-me voices to
admire. I kept poetry coming off the shelf for sales and coming out of the
stacks at the library.
So, would I do it again? Absolutely. I have just begun to
read prose again, skimming through an excellent and potentially dangerous (and
much-longed-for) baking cookbook I received for Christmas, and spending the
moments before sleep last night with the (signed!) copy of Lawrence Block's
newest Bernie Rhodenbarr novel my brother sent me, which is always a good time,
if a quick read. And the Nesbo books await, along with those back issues of Runner's World. Then again, the Celan
translations are right here, next to my left hand, and I used part of an Amazon
gift certificate to pick up Kelli Russell Agodon and Martha Silano's already-essential
book The Daily Poet, which offers a
different prompt for every day of the year. I've drafted three poems in the
past two days, and worked on revisions, and thought about my editorial work and
my own writing in multiple new ways, so maybe some of that prose will have to
wait a little longer…
Terrific to read this. Thank you!
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